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Friday, January 18, 2008
What to do?
Nobody can ever convince me that i can ever find a better place to live and work in other than home, kuwait...love ya homeee ;* ;P
I dont know why it is, but even with all the problems that ive had with this place, i just love it to death, im sure that if there was ever a patriotism contest i'd be the one to come out on top
i guess it has to do with a little trip to london a few years back...but thats another story
i cant remember once, ever, having had something genuinely good happen to me here without it crashing and burning brutally in the end...But for some reason i always know that thats what gonna happen and expect it to...but yet keep tricking myself and hoping for that continued good outcome
and i "know" that things will always continue to be like this no matter what
but the reality just hit me today...out of the blue (like really out of the blue as soon as i woke up, cant remember dreaming though)
and then while sitting in the living room working on a project, my parents started to tell me that it would be a shame for me to stay here where ill never get any encouragement or support for the things im good at. and that right there was a sledgehammer right to my brain
for like the first time ever, i feel like i could actually get on a plane, go anywhere and never look back
i genuinely felt like there would be no place for me here after graduation, or now for that matter, and all everything i love and worked for would be of no use and a complete waste if i am to stubbornly stick around
next semester im transferring either to bi3that dakhiliya ib ithn alah, or an abroad scholarship
yet i still love this place, and dont know how things r like when living abroad, yet i dont care...which leaves me now at a crossroads thinking which turn to take...and im stuttering because, ive been at these kinda crossroads before and havnt exactly made the right choices....deja vu anyone?
I dont know why it is, but even with all the problems that ive had with this place, i just love it to death, im sure that if there was ever a patriotism contest i'd be the one to come out on top
i guess it has to do with a little trip to london a few years back...but thats another story
i cant remember once, ever, having had something genuinely good happen to me here without it crashing and burning brutally in the end...But for some reason i always know that thats what gonna happen and expect it to...but yet keep tricking myself and hoping for that continued good outcome
and i "know" that things will always continue to be like this no matter what
but the reality just hit me today...out of the blue (like really out of the blue as soon as i woke up, cant remember dreaming though)
and then while sitting in the living room working on a project, my parents started to tell me that it would be a shame for me to stay here where ill never get any encouragement or support for the things im good at. and that right there was a sledgehammer right to my brain
for like the first time ever, i feel like i could actually get on a plane, go anywhere and never look back
i genuinely felt like there would be no place for me here after graduation, or now for that matter, and all everything i love and worked for would be of no use and a complete waste if i am to stubbornly stick around
next semester im transferring either to bi3that dakhiliya ib ithn alah, or an abroad scholarship
yet i still love this place, and dont know how things r like when living abroad, yet i dont care...which leaves me now at a crossroads thinking which turn to take...and im stuttering because, ive been at these kinda crossroads before and havnt exactly made the right choices....deja vu anyone?
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